awkward.

but slightly okay with it.

i kind of feel like the worst person ever. im an awful girlfriend

i need to go back to a psychologist because ive gotten to the point where i NEED someone to talk to and i need someone to help me make sense of all this.

askjgjkldf ahhhh.

and now ive gotten myself all pissed off because of all the stupid things i was thinking about earlier and now im going to be depressed and bitchy all day and now im not going to adams anymore because i dont feel like being around all those people. i am crazy. i need a beer.

or someone to kick my ass tonight and give me a reality slap and then take me somewhere to have fun